AYAHUASKA… by Lesley
THESE DIFFERENT SHADES
KNOWING THEY ARE GREENS
BUT LOOKING BLACK.
THRU THE DARKNESS
THE RUSTLE OF THE LEAVES
I SEE THE STARS
FEEL THEIR CLARITY…..
POURING IN TO ME
I SEE THE LIGHT
AND NOW I FEEL IT…..
LOVES INVADES ME.
ALL IS CLEAR……
TOO MUCH, SOO MUCH
REMEMBERING SAN PEDRO
GET OVER IT!!!
WHERES IT COMING FROM?
THE WIZARD COMES OVER,
CRYSTALS HE PLACES ON ME.
WORKING, SWEATING OVER ME.
AHH, WE SEE THE PAIN,
I DID’NT KNOW………
BUT NOW, SOO CLEARLY!
I CUT THE CONNECTION,
I THOUGHT, BETWEEN “HIM” AND “ME”
OHH NO——-ITS THE CONNECTION TO MYSELF TOO!
MY HEART ALSO HAS CLOSED!
THE WIZARD HURLS IT OUT……
I CRY, ITS OVER,
ITS AGAIN, ITS NEW,
I AM CLEAN!
Marshalls poem for Lesley
Lets travel, baby, in our
Minds together. You can lead me
To some of the ………….nice places
Maybe we could meet in a dream,
Pure imagination………maybe you
Could understand my thoughts,
Without me havin to explain em.
Close your eyes and lets make
The connection. We can drink
The medicine if at first we need
To be shown the way……….taken
By the hand for a while till we
Know where we’re going.
Once we do, baby, we’ll be
Free…….to live in your beauty.
Lets travel, baby, together in “your”
Mind……….to live in your beauty.
Gracias, I say, as the old man
Passes me the cup, my turn to
Pour it down, the vine of the dead.
But I aint gonna die
Today, no, today I’m gonna live
………..like never before………gonna
live the dream of the amazon,
see what it has to show me.
Bright colored lights in…finite geometric
Potion, old man shaking his
Leaves and singing over me.
Bright sounds in circular
Motion, swirling about my head.
The jungle vine writhes through
My body, picking up the blackness
Of my soul. The old man
Sings to the vine………calling it…..
And I hurl it
Back out, into mothers arms……….and
I am clean.
San pedro Saturday 27th may 20000
I think what happenned when i saw my matrix, is that i was soo shocked at the enormity of it, and thats when i started vomiting. Sometimes the picture is soo big, and when we are shown it, its quite horrifiying. I think the vomit was really bad cell clots, clots and slime of our reality……..the old one. When you get back to the other side, you have seen both sides, you know what to do, but forget soo fast. Do you think i can keep it? For how long? I pray that i can do it. Everything would be soo perfect, no more pain, love in abundance. But i forget soo fast. I must remember to change my programming so that i can see the other side. Its all good, there is no bad, its only experience. To change the program, really see there is no good there is no bad. Only experience. Balance, harmony……….change the channel
Tara San Pedro July 27th, 2000
Words of the Goddess
I am the Resurrection and I am the Life
This is my world
I am balanced and one with the earth
I have ridden on the wind and danced on the moon,
As I looked into her eyes my reflection was of All That Is
And I am life.
The Great Spirit ignites the Sun and I am but a spark of light,
Illuminating my way to Oneness
A heart, once closed, opens and rises with the sun
I am in utter awe of the Blessings of a Goddess
Love. Truth. Integrity. Joy.
And I am woman.
Achuma gave me these presents and I am grateful
My gift back to my plant teacher-healer is one of Self love
The Supreme Being in me is awakened
I change with the tides and I create life
I hear the song of the mariposa
And I remember.
I have wept my own ocean of tears
And I have visited the depths of my sacred valley
Wisdom was bestowed upon me
I am everything and nothing
And I am free.
My veil of illusion has been lifted
I see the world with the eyes of a child
And I live in my now
I listen to the silent voice inside that guides Me
I walk upon mother earth with grace
And I am nurtured.